Amarie:


This nigga really just fucked me and left like I was a piece of shit? I think he did. I cleaned up and then I just laid in bed watching movies for the rest of the day with Krystal. I didn’t leave the bed, I just took a shower and then got into bed. Chris was such a dickhead for that but then again I can’t continue to talk to him like that. I knew it was making him mad. I mean it was a good fuck so I wasn’t complaining but him just leaving me like that stuck in my mind. Chris and I haven’t got into a huge fight like that since he first came back. He never left though, that was one thing.




I was still pissed at him and I knew he was trying to prove a point. He got his point across and I won’t talk to him or put my hands on him. I’ll try at least. That was something that I needed to work on. I was going to talk to him about it but he wasn’t off the hook for leaving me there. Maybe he would be if he stayed and talk to me about it. I was going to get his ass for that shit. I wasn’t just some hoe he fucked and left. I was his girlfriend and the mother of his child. He better start acting like he knew.




I wasn’t going to stay upset with him because I know that I should have asked him what happened between Jermaine and him. I was going to do that eventually. I handled the situation completely wrong and I can admit that. I was going to admit that to him. I just was upset because it looked really bad. I mean you should have seen the looks on the parents and kids faces. I know they’re all talking about. I could just picture what they are saying right about now.




We got gangsters living in our apartment complex. This can’t be safe for our children.




Now I was sure that they wouldn’t let Krystal play with their kids anymore. Jermaine and Chris both needed to grow up. They both owed a lot of people an apology. Thankfully that guy that I was talking to seemed cool about it. He was outside playing with his nephew We were talking about kids and the next the next thing I know I see Chris and Jermaine tussling. What if someone got hurt? What if they hit a little kid by accident. So many things could have went wrong and they don’t realize that.




They were both trying to rise in the music industry. Chris just got signed and his fan base was growing. He was becoming more and more famous by the second. I didn’t need his career or reputation to be fucked up. The same for Jermaine. I just wanted them both to grow some common sense. There were certain things that they couldn’t do anymore. I think that was another reason I was so upset.




For now I was just going to stay away from both of them until I cooled down. I knew my temper and that was why I lashed out on Chris the way I did. He should know me by now. Like I mentioned before it was something that I was working on but it’s not something that can change over night so for now I’m just going to keep my distance. It sucked for Chris because a special event for Chris was coming right around the corner.




This nigga sitting up here trying to teach me a lesson. I’ll show him who the fuck is in charge. Pussy is power, that’s all I’m going to say. I threw the covers from over me and stood up. I pulled my hair out my messy bun. The AC was still broken so I only had on a bra and a thong. Krystal was in our bed passed out. She woke up shortly after she took her nap. She fell back to sleep not to long ago. Me and her been in bed all day watching movies. It was good because I got to bond with her. It was like old times. I wasn’t sure where Chris was since I didn’t leave my room.




I opened the door and started to walk down the hallway. In the living room I noticed the back of Chris’ head. He was just sitting there and he was watching some stand up comedy. I walked through the living room ignoring him and went straight into the kitchen. I could feel his eyes on me but I just ignored him. I wasn’t really expecting him to be here but I guess he never left. He had on a red basketball shorts and no shirt on.




I pulled opened the fridge and leaned in to see what was in there. I needed to go food shopping. I ordered Chinese food so it should be here any minute. I pulled out a cold bottle of water and closed the fridge. I stood there as I uncapped the water and started drinking it. I still felt his eyes on me but I wasn’t going to say shit to him. What he did cut me a little bit. I don’t know, I just felt worthless to him when he did that even though I knew I wasn’t. I placed my water on the counter.




I walked over to the cabinet and pulled out a box of popcorn. I needed something to snack on for now. I haven’t eaten all day. I pulled a packet out and put the box back in the cabinet. I looked over at him as I walked to the microwave and our eyes locked. He looked kind of sleepy. I reached the microwave and remove my gaze with him as I started to put my popcorn in the microwave and started to heat it up. I leaned against the counter as I played with my hair. Chris just looked at me while I looked away. He should know that I was pissed by now.




He wasn’t saying anything and I wasn’t going to be the one to speak for. We were both wrong in our own ways. I looked over at him and our eyes locked once again. We just had this staring contest, it was like we were waiting on each other to say something first. The TV and the popcorn popping in the background were the only sounds. I licked my lips as the microwave started beeping. The smell of popcorn filling the air.




I pushed myself up from the counter and opened the microwave. I heard Chris’ throat clear from the living room. I pulled my popcorn out and shook it up. Just as I was about to open it there were knocks on the front door. I let out a sigh and placed the popcorn on the counter. I quickly walked back to my room. When I reached the room I spotted the white T that Chris pulled off earlier. I picked it up and pulled it on and then grabbed the cash from the dresser. I rushed out the room and headed for the door.




Chris was getting up to make his way to the door but I beat him to it first. I opened the door and the delivery guy was standing there with the food. I gave him a small smile and took the food. “Thank you.” I said passing him the 20 dollar bill. He looked me up and down as he licked his lips. I stood there holding the door.




“Uh… it’s-it’s no problem ma.” He said looking back up at me face. I gave him a weak smile. “Let me get ya change beautiful. Wow you are so—” He started but Chris pulled open the door more as he looked at the guy. Chris took the food out my hand while he mean mugged the guy. The boy looked scared shitless but he tried stand his ground.




“Keep the change homeboy.” Chris said in his deep country accent. I rolled my eyes and looked away. The boy stuffed the money back in his pocket and looked over at me with a smirk on his face.




“Well you have a nice night beau—” The boy started to say before Chris slammed the door in the boy’s face. He turned around and headed for the kitchen as he placed the food on the island. I shook my head as I walked over there. He was so territorial. I didn’t understand why either. He knew I was just his. He’s always been like that. I mean he’s improved over the years that we were together. A dude could look at me and it would set him off. It just irked him like a pet peeve.




I walked over to the kitchen and Chris was taking the Chinese cartons out the brown bag. I crossed my hands over my chest and looked up at him. I cut my eyes at him. He just continued to opened the boxes and put food on his plate. “Who said I bought you food? I didn’t say you could have some.” I said to him. He looked at me. I just now noticed how low and red his eyes were. He must have been smoking all day because it really looked like it. A smirk started to curl on his lips. I was trying so hard no to start smiling.




“Yeah well I’m hungry.” He mumbled as he put a lot of shrimp fried rice on his plate. He grabbed two chicken fingers and two chicken wings. He went back in the bag and grabbed a thing of duck sauce. “Why you looking at me like that for?” Chris said as he glanced at me quickly and then back at his plate. I chuckled lowly as I just grabbed the carton of lo mien. I grabbed some tuba-ware and put some away for Krystal along with a chicken finger. I then took the rest of the carton and grabbed a plastic fork.




I started to walk away but I felt him grab my arm and pull me back. He turned me around so that I was facing him. I looked up at him and he was looking down at me with low red eyes and a smirk on his face. I knew he was high as fuck and he was looking too good right now but he wasn’t getting away with this. He grabbed my carton and place it on the island. He licked his lips before he pulled me closer to him. “You still mad at me?” He said to me lowly. I just eyed him. Of course I was.




“You have issues.” I mumbled. He bit down on his bottom lip as he kept that cute smirk on his face. “I’m serious.” I said as a smirk started to form on my lips. I stared at him and he just held me by my waist. “You have a serious issues, like you’re crazy Chris.” I said to him. I was serious but I didn’t mind because we both were and he knew that.




“It’s cool though because so do you. We are two psychopaths. We’re meant to be together.” Chris said as he buried his face in my neck and started to kiss me all over. I couldn’t help but smile and giggle but I didn’t want to give into him so easy. That is when the perfect idea clicked. I wrapped my arms around his neck as he kissed my neck and squeezed my waist. I let out little moans before I pulled away a little bit. He hovered over me as his lips brushed passed mines and then he pushed his against mines. Our making out session picking back up. I had him right where I wanted him.




“Babe…” I moaned before he pushed his lips back against mines roughly. “Move, I’m hungry.” I said pushing him away. I looked down to see his hard on in his shorts. I pressed my lips together as I tried not to laugh or smile. I grabbed my Chinese food and went over to the couch and sat down. He just stood there looking at me with his hard on in his basketball shorts. I smirked as I ate my food and looked at the TV.




“You gon’ play me like that?” He said pointing to his dick with a goofy smile on his face. I just busted out laughing. He shook his head as he turned and grabbed his plate. He walked back over to the couch and sat down right next to me. He was still kind of hard. He dove into his food quickly. I shook my head as I twisted some noddles into my fork. I put it in my mouth as I looked ahead. “So you ain’t mad no more?” He asked me with his mouth full of food.




“Close your mouth ugly.” I said swallowing my food. He sucked his teeth. He continued to eat his food. He was really going in. I just my noddles in comfortable silence while he ate his found. H e would laugh every now and then from the stand up comedy.


“Why you had to play me like that though? At least I gave your ass the D.” He said to me. I looked at him and cut my eyes at him. He chewed loudly with his mouth open. I just rolled my eyes and looked away from him. I swear he ate like a sloppy ass horse. “I know you feeling salty right now but it’ll pass over.” He said and then bit into his chicken finger.




“Shut the fuck up, Chris.” I said with a big attitude. His dick jumped a little and he looked at me with a smirk on his face. I looked away and smiled slightly while I looked at the TV screen. I put some noddles in my mouth.




“See it’s that mouth that gets to me, it does something to me. I thought you would have realized that from earlier today.” He said smarty. I started giggling slightly. “And now you leave a nigga high and dry. I swear you want me to catch blue balls.” He said to me.




“Oh my gosh, shut the fuck up Chris.” I said busting out laughing. He gave me a dirty look.




“Eww nigga, cover your mouth. Food is all flying out and shit.” He said. I busted out laughing and more food came flying out and landed on his face. He sucked his teeth and looked away as he rubbed the food off his face. I just started laughing even more because he looked annoyed. “Yo’ chill the fuck out dawg.” He said pushing my head to the side playful. I know he was serious though, his face told it all. That was why I was laughing so hard. I eventually started to calm down from the laughing.




This is why I loved him. We were just so comfortable with each other. He was my best friend, my love, my sex slave, my everything. He was mines and I loved him with everything in me. He would never judge me. He was just perfect to me, he was perfect for each other. We were the perfect fit and we balanced each other out. It just sucked because we were both high tempered so it would get bad quick. It was something we needed to work on.


***


I leaned my head on his shoulder as I finished off the carton of noddles. Chris already finished his plate and I could tell he had the itis after he got up and got his second plate. He was leaned back on the couch with his legs wide open. I was laid on the couch with my legs tucked under my butt with his arm wrapped around my shoulders. I cuddle my head into his shoulder. He turned his head and looked down at me.




“Gimme a kiss.” Chris mumbled. I puckered up my lips and leaned up to kiss him. Our lips meshed together for a couple of seconds before I pulled back. “I’m sorry, alright.” He said to me. A sorry wasn’t going to get him out of this. I knew he meant it from how soft he was. The only people he was soft with was Mama J, Krystal and me. It still wasn’t stopping me from doing what I was going to do. “Today wasn’t a good day for me with that nigga around.” Chris mumbled with disgust in his voice.




“What exactly did he say?” I asked Chris. He clenched his jaw and looked straight ahead. “Okay, you don’t wanna tell me now?” I said to him with a small attitude. He let out a deep breath.




“This nigga talking about if he wanted you he could have you. Some slick shit like that.” Chris let me know. I chuckled as I put the empty carton on the small coffee table next to the couch. I looked at him and just observed his face. I wanted to see how he was feeling even though I already knew. He was probably mad, feeling insecure like I was going to leave him for Jermaine. Yeah I liked Jermaine but I knew I wanted to spend the rest of my life with Chris.




“And you believe him.” I said chuckling. He looked at me a hard. “Really Chris? Stop being so insecure.” I said to him.




“I ain’t fucking insecure, don’t call me that.” He snapped. I rolled my eyes and pushed him off of me but he just pulled me back. “Look, I’m sorry alright. I ain’t used to having competition and that is how this shit feels. I shouldn’t even feel like this.” He honestly admitted. I let out a deep sigh and grabbed his face. His eyes still low. I was starting to feel bad.




“You have nothing to worry about okay. Calm down.” I said to him. I looked down at his full pink lips and then at his freckles and back into his eyes. I climbed on top of him. He was sitting in the middle of both legs as I straddled him. He licked his lips and just looked at me. “Why you always get so defensive when another guy looks at me or something?” I asked him.




“I don’t..” He mumbled. I squished my lips together. He rubbed his hands up and down my sides. He knew that was bullshit as well as I knew it was bullshit. He always had a problem when that happened.




“Oh really, so what about the delivery boy?” I said smirking.




“That nigga was looking you up and down and tryna flirt with you. That shit is disrespectful.” He said to me.




“Chris that boy was only 16 years old. 17 at the most. He ain’t getting shit from me.” I said wiping some food from the corner of his lip. He licked his lips and I looked back into his eyes.




“So, that don’t change the fact that it was disrespect. These niggas out here be acting reckless. How you gonna try and spit game at a girl when you know she got a man. He’s lucky I ain’t clock em.” He said. I shook my head and shrugged it off, he was crazy. I knew it wasn’t going to change. He was always going to be over protective of me and Krystal no matter how much he didn’t need to be. That was just Chris for you. He loved us unconditionally. “You’re my women, my queen, my baby.” He said to me. I smiled and rubbed my nose against his.




“I’m sorry for lashing out on you and not listening.” I pouted. I still needed to apologize because I was wrong too. He rubbed his hands down and grabbed my ass that was poking out from under his shirt. He pushed his face in my chest as he moved his face around. This might be my last chance.




“I bet your ass is story. Daddy taught you a lesson, huh?” He mumbled as he squeezed my ass and tucked his head in my neck placing light kisses around. I closed my eyes and bit my lip. He moved his hand up my shirt and groped my breast in both of his hands. I arched my back lightly and I rubbed against the hard on that was forming from under me. “You owe me something.” He said as he let go of my breast and pulled his shirt off of me.




“I owe you something or you owe me something?” I said grilling him. He tossed his shirt to the middle of the floor He smirked and grabbed my face. He licked his lips quickly before he pulled my face in for a deep kiss. I was grinding against him and I let out soft moans between kisses. His breathing was getting heavy.




“Ride it.” He said as he lifted me up a bit and pulled out his stiff dick. I looked down at it and then back at him. He stroked it while he waited for my answer. He was making me wetter than I already was. “Come on babe.” He said moving my thong to the side and pushing me down on him. He let out a deep grunt. I rolled my hips into him as I placed my hands flat on his chest. He was leaning back on the couch with his head leaned back. His eyes were closed and he was just squeezing my waist.




I rolled my hips hard as the sensation was taking over my body. I moaned softly as Chris’ heavy breathing was intense. He leveled his hands down and squeezed my ass cheeks. He slapped his hand against the right side of my ass and I let out a loud moan. “Damnn babyyy.” Chris grunted as I started to bounce up and down on his dick. I slammed my body down on his as his bottom lip hung and I moaned out of control. I had to stop myself before it got any worse.




I quickly got up and off of Chris’. I stood up and fixed my thong. He looked at me like I was crazy. “What the fuck?” Chris said breathing heavy. His dick was standing straight up and twitching. I wanted to sit down back on it so bad but this was payback. Chris let out a loud aggravated sigh. “Fuck you Mari… damn.” He said throwing his head back. I pulled back on his shirt. It was turning me on even more how horny he was. He started to stroke his dick as he moaned softly.




“That’s what you get dickhead. I bet you won’t leave me like that again.” I said as I fixed the shirt. I was still very horny and I was probably going to go in the shower to finish myself off but I wasn’t having sex with him for the past day. What he did was fucked up and I know I was being immature about the situation but I didn’t give a fuck. Now he sees how it feels when you leave someone hanging. I didn’t even let that nigga finish.




“Damn, so you gonna do me like this?” He said stroking his dick. I smirked at him and nodded my head yes. “But you was riding it so good. Fuck Mari… imma fuck ya little ass up.” He said to me with aggravation in his voice. He took a deep breathe as he continued to stoke himself. I just looked at him. I wanted so badly to just climb back on top of him. “You know you want to.” He smirked at me. I looked away from him and shook my head. I walked around the couch going up behind him.




I leaned down and licked up and down his neck. He let out an unsteady shaky breathe as he closed his eyes. I looked over at the clock and it was the perfect time. 12:00AM on the dot. I licked up his ear and let my lips brush pass his skin “Happy birthday baby.” I said seductively into his ear. He let out an aggravated groan and I leaned up and chuckled.




“You’re so wrong for this.” He said lowly as I walked away to our room. I just left him there to finish himself off. Chris should have known that I wasn’t letting him off the hook that easy. He still owed a lot of people apologies and needed to get it together. I giggled the whole way as I walked flawlessly down the hallway. “Fuck you.” He mumbled in a slight moan.




Pay back is a bitch.

Yeah…. they are ;)

Lol I feel you. I already got somthing planned.

:D

MHMM…. you really want that?

LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OMG.

No she just said it because she wanted her to really come but at the time it was just awkward for Chris and her at the time.

LMAOOOO. How you know that’s going to happen tho?

Yup.